Some things are harder than others . . . A thing I didn't want to happen, was having to put my dog Hannah down four years ago. It broke my heart, but I had to accept that. A thing I didn't want to know, was the insidious reality of cancer, but I have had to learn about it first hand through my father's and my fiancee's experiences with it. And now my best friend Ashlee, who has been like a sister to me for the past six years is moving away and its really hard to let her go.